Thelasthour's Blog

please don’t remember this.

thelasthour — Thu, 30 Apr 2009 18:47:41 +0000

sometimes i think i take it just so i can feel something
.i’ve got to stop reading old facebook messages.i get entirely too depressed
i’m hoping the job hunt will get better.i’d settle for anything
i can’t wait for this summer.easy rider.i want to go back to utah.the desert would be nice.vegas sounds fun.san francisco too
there’s so much of the midwest to see.i miss the purple clouds and the texas sunsets.not kansas.that was by far the worst.all the goddamn toll booths.colardo though? that was nice.

New love grows on trees.

thelasthour — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 11:15:43 +0000

i’ve missed jackson so much
jacob you’re the best
moving in with trace in the next day or two
it is going to work.

You’re a sweet sweet girl but it’s a cruel cruel world.

thelasthour — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 06:28:41 +0000

“you guys,i’m just worried obama’s gonna mess up and do some black guy thing like stab somebody”-trent.i’ve missed these people

it’s been going okay.good things would be seeing steph today.i need to work on the family and job thing though.

But you think about yourself too much and you ruin who you love.

thelasthour — Fri, 06 Mar 2009 12:05:37 +0000

i’m going to try and see my dad today.it’s been too long.it’s the right thing to do.i think i’m going to try and live at home again.i saw this movie called rachel getting married.it hit home.with putting your family through trouble because of addiction but i’m hopeful.i’m ready to see my friends.steph and i are going on the road this summer.i can’t wait.we’re going to hit the west coast.hopefully canda…the road is comforting.

hooray for the 21st century

thelasthour — Thu, 05 Mar 2009 10:58:20 +0000

one time trent and steph walked into my room.trent looked at my bed and saw white powder,a knife and a cd case

“it’s not obvious what you’ve been doing in here at all”

things could be different,but they’re not.

thelasthour — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 10:47:27 +0000

i’ve got this friend.she cares about me.her name isn’t a big deal but lately she’s taken to reminding me how much i’ve fucked up my life.she said something that really offended me a few days ago.like combing everything i’m insecure about into one stinging remark.she might as well have reminded me heath ledger’s still dead while she was at it.as if continually reminding me of things makes them go away.whatever,i’m not mad..i know she cares.it makes me miss salt lake.there the past wasn’t the past but it got lonely.man.it’s late.the best time of the day.i prefer sunrises to sunsets.they’re more rewarding.